Monday, December 20, 2010

Lost

Lost
With subtle looks and Brocken hearts, things will change and grow apart
The look in his eye and all is lost, for where is her pride, packed into a box
For now she grows and adjust she must, the little girl a woman at last
The fun she had and tears that shed, the memories’ that last and her empty bed
Yet confidence gleams in the young girl’s eye, a touch of a woman where this girl once lies
She took her bag and all it’s worth as she trotted out to the kitchen first
With a subtle hint of frosted touch she kisses’ his cheek and leave’s at once
The path is long and hard to bear, yet she is a woman, not girl who is there
Independence and a gleam of hope, where can this not come from when he left her alone
She will grow strong, and never to worry although looks are deceiving
Her heart is now buried

written by: ashley smith
20.12.2010

Saturday, December 4, 2010

struggle

as time goes through, it's vicious ways
on and on, spins around for days
when does it stop why do we bother
where is the peace, and the valour

the endless nights, and fearful dreams
the things between, that tend to cease
when it's time it's time, and not till then
an impatient man, can't wait till then

with two side's grace, yet both without honour
who does come first, or maybe neither
to think aloud and not to choke
yet see things coming, no time to cloak

now at an end, we all must see
it will be done, not gracefully
so here we are, once again
with lovers torment, and the world that does spin

written by: ashley smith

5.12.2010

Thursday, December 2, 2010

goddess of inspiration

goddess of inspiration

rays of sunshine, out in the sun
a warm welcomed happiness, for this heart is young
for all the world to see, and so much more
the glory and fame, cannot be un-done
for once it is over, well and complete
it is but the faith, that makes him feel deep

to be inspired and just not let go
for this is the moonlight, and many will glow
where doe's this all come from, how does it all peer
for nobody knows, but the man that is here
when feeling and warmth, does fill him up
he cannot but help, to just let it out
for when there is passion, and lots amongst us
with no way to show it, so let him express
through words alike, the one he so idols
where far from few, he does not yet dawdle
much work to do, and place's to see
so why not read on, if you like what you see

written by: ashley smith

2.12.2010

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

bliss

bliss

the moon will shine with the stars above
for beauty knows no name
the sparkle in her eye once more, for she is fair game
with sight intact and tact full heart, the lovers bliss is clear
but when she turns and looks his way, he knows nothing but fear
she will be his, and forever more stay that way for good
in his arms she will remain and comfort will play it's tune
the sun will set and daylight comes for this is not a game
so when she opens up her heart, it will spell his name

written by: Ashley smith
1.12.2010 10:36pm

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Art

Art

written by: ashley smith
1.12.2010

Art

an artists great fear, is not to be allowed
no show no audience, never a crowd
for the work that they do, is not for their soul
a true artists meaning, is a look that makes them whole

as a person reads through it, stands there shocked and in amazed
it touches them deeply, go into a faze
the real meaning here, is not one that's told
for true happiness, is a look that's worth gold

cheat

cheat

written by: ashley smith

8.11.2010
...
cheat

why do we cheat, when others do care

where do we get off, where is this so called fair

the one sided love, with no pyramid

there is no love triangle, there are no such bids

the hurt the pain, the feelings inside

to keep them locked up, with no key in sight

so where does it end, when will it ease up
with weakness and sorrow, and no such delight
we cannot keep fighting, this demon inside
when love is a war field, the dead and the blind
so when it come's to, the eager awaits
to women and children, they prey on the weak
ever so strong, we stand and unite
for what a great battle, now cheer in the light

Friend

Friend

written by: ashley smith
7.11.2010

friend

don't laugh to loud, your tears i cry
for shallow hearts run a shallow life
you may not care, you may not sorrow
yet deep beneath lays a soul that is hollow
the tainted glass, the sky's above
our faithful delusions, in the stars that we love

so here we go, on this ride yet again
no second guessing, just acting like friends
to the heavens we go, no looking back
so off into the clouds we go
no weight on my back!

Heart

Heart:

written by: ashley smith

9.11.2010

to hurt to run, and not to care
to be there for you, till the end
why bother why care, why still stand here
when nothings left, no-one nowhere

to be betrayed, and turn your back
yet still stand strong, and take the wrap

you may not see me, in your soul
rest assured, i lay real low
so when you weep, and feel real sorrow
allowing these tears, to drip and follow
you feel real deep, into your heart
there I'll be, hiding in the dark!

Care

Care:

written by: ashley smith
8/11/2010

no lust no love, no care in the world
no room for ourselves, we do not take board
we let others rule us, to easily give in
sleepless nights follow, the devil within

what can we feel close, when do we care
when does this endeavour stop beginning, just end
we cannot feel close, to those we leave back
to fall so far behind, how did we get slack

now that where here, not in the past
nor in the near future, things don't tend to last
so live for the future, the here and the now
where things are much simpler, no dramas, no care!

Girl

Girl:

when something come's up, with a glorious girl
who should be judgemental, of me and of her
we talked half the night, what a wonderful time
for no-one can shame us, insinc and in rhyme

she is not what she seems, inside and out
although clearly some beauty, without a doubt
her heart is with one, and so it would seem
she needs to be treated right, with all that is him
so with all that is right, and good in the world
what more can she ask for, but a wondrous dream

her days of the speed, racing about
you'd think she'd slow down, get traction back now
it's not how it goes,, not it at all
for all that is human, is filled with such doubt
so on we must go, to live and to fight
so give it our all, and all of our might!

written by: ashley smith
10/11/2010

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Light

light

this buety from afar, her gaze is like the stars
with mistic light and brand new life, she's from the heavens afar
for with this gift i give you so, the amazement of the world
for without this fantasy, my dreams would be no more

written by: ashley smith
24/11/2010

Grow

Grow

these things around us, these people that stare
what can we do, but sit in fear
the creepy load sounds, with endless night
how can we survive, in senseless fright

the people we love, and things that we do
what is the point, what is wrong with you?
girls that lie, cheat and steal
how can we trust, with this endless cycle

as men we live, work and try
to stay alive and support our lives'
we try and fail and try once again
our lives' we must live, yet when does it end?

written by: ashley smith
10/11/2010

Trouble

To be right here, and not be alone
to see this girl, as his own
she like's to bite, play and fight
who is this wonder, who can go all night

she wears weird clothes', why dress the same?
when life's lived like this, i'd do it again
to see her up-close, for what she is
nothing short of sacred, this micheviouse thing
take good care, this one that is her
cause if you mistreat her, you loose out for sure

written by: ashley smith

16/11/2010

Passion

the wonder in her eye, the spirit doesn't lieher heart as pure as light, she brings me much delightfor where she is i cannot be, but we shall not grow apartfor where i am she is now, forever in my heartwith every sunrise and sunset, another day shall passand before we know it cheer is here, for she'll be in my arms

written by: ashley smith
23/11/2010

Monday, November 22, 2010

light in her eye

the light in her eye's, is a wonderouse surprise
with her there's no dark, no horror no mark
with this simple wish, i ask for unite
for this girl has got me, dragged me through the dark
for now we must split, distance a bitch
...but forever more she remains, stuck right in my brain
the spark in her eye, the smile on her face, these things that are special
she does them with grace
for this flower blossomed and won't go away, for truly i like her
so now she shall stay!

20/11/2010

One and Only!

I have seen many a moonlit and many a suns set, the waves crash the against the rocks and the live's of many lost
but nothing will emmit to the buety i see in your eye's
and will forever more

my one and only till death do us part

20/11/2010

Shallow Breeze

shallow breeze

a lovers loss, no greater pain
for when he left, her heart was strained
got what he wanted, and nothing is left
...now he has gone, he knew her best

the naked flame, that once was lit
has gone out cold, inside her chest
will they notice, if they see her whole
nothing but nude, shock factor alone

as this goes out, the single smoke
she cherished the flavour, yet put it out
like the boy that once was, now a shallow mid drift
for now that's it's cold, her bed doesn't fit

he left a huge whole, inside of her soul
left her alone, in the night to be cold
this buety alike, many more to come
for heartache and pain, the cure that known

written by: ashley smith

22/11/2010

Vader!

Vader

the dark side awaits, we have cookie's fresh baked
to one who would join, and leave others behind
for when all is said and done, the darkness wins
...you are my son

with deep dark confessions, and skeletons to hide
we welcome you, with arms so wide
your tortured soul, gets put to use
begin straight away, there is no time to loose

for what has begun, can not be un done
for now your with us, your fate now starts
to use the force, and use it well
to take out those misfits, destroy them all

at the end of the day, you made your choice
the blackened heart, is our weapon ofcoarse
take the lightsaber, and kill and destroy
take away all the pain, until nothing no more

written by: ashley smith

22/11/2010

Teddy Bear!

Teddy Bear

be right here, my teddy bear
surrounded with love, and covered with fur
to hold you close, and not let go
...for now your here, you see my glow

i miss you most, and fear of loss
so when i'm home, hold me real close
comfort and lust, surrounds your hugs
so when things are bad, let the going get tough

you are my fave, my stuffed little friend
through hard time's and loss, i cannot offend
you'll always be there, and for that i can see
that till the end, it's just you and me

written by: ashley smith

21/11/2010

Inspire!

inspire

inspire me, set me free
be the new person, and let me be
for once the change, has begun
...there's no stopping it, so just have fun

the key to life, is not right there
you cannot see it, that i swear
for you see me, for what i truly am
run and hide, cause here i come

the streets fill up, with a glorius glare
the twinkle in my eye, try not to stare
for that wich was, is no more
so let it begin, and let us soar

written by: ashley smith

21/11/2010

Disguise

Disguise

blistered hope in a battle of lust and loss
her heart breaks as her will continues to fight
with one foot in front of the other, she moves
...her majestic walk, as if floating on clouds
a disguise for the best

weakened love and heart bled torture fills her soul
yet something lives' on
the mask is un-covered to see the very essence of her being
the bruise evades the best of cover, as the light brings out the darkness

she will live on, to fight another day
yet how much will pass, before she looses all
too much to bear, not enough to care
but in the end who will loose
for this beauty cannot fight anymore

her break is here, and there she falls
yet who is there to break her fall
the strength of other's lifts her high
yet isn't enough to stand
her night is day and day is gone
for once was there is no longer whole

written by: ashley smith

21/11/2010

Fallen Angel!

a brocken angel, fallen far

with wings half there, it's gone to far

where does it stop, where does it end
...with no-one left, no-one who care's
her heart is left, on the ground
red on the wall, never to be found
all dried up, with nothing left
hope it seems is lost, none is left

the key remains, far away
thrown into the darkness, and gone astray
her path is not clear, not there at all
yet someone will care, and break her fall

so it seems, she waits alone
in a cold shallow bed, and nothing of her own
her prince will arive, but not soon enough
for this once whole being, is nothing but tough
the walls will break down, and soon she will see
that life is worth living, and love is the key

written by: ashley smith

21/11/2010

With Her!

she is a dream this very thing, that keeps me alive

to last another minute in this world till my very demise

her looks and walk, smile and skin
...
these things that are admired

yet look a little deeper and you'll find yourself inspired

to see this girl and not compare is wise to say the least

for many sunsets and moons will come, but with her you'll never tire

the grass is green and sun is bright and the world is saying hello

yet nothing come's close to the thing that make's her shine and glow

now hold her close, and don't let go of what you've found within her

for if you take advantage you will loose and you will miss herSee More
November 15 at 12:20am

Mind/Body/Soul

with every strip that they take from my mind, body and soul, another one grows in it's place stronger and faster, the further they drag me down and the harder i fall, the more determaned and the higher i'll climb, i do not stop, i do not give in and do not take take prisoners, so get out of my bloody way, I'M COMING THROUGH!

STRONG 21/10/2010

the pain, the glory, the silence between
where has my faith gone, is this but a dream
a nightmare at best, the horror is there
these people surround me, yet how many care
to witness a sin, the worst of them all
...to not see it coming, this horror and gore
the blood has been shed, and tears that have followed
yet who is to blame, for this endless sorrow
they take from me, wich is mine to keep
my heart, my soul, is nothing sacred

they can do as they like, take what they want
at the end of the day, i'll still stand and fight
with every shred they take, is another rebuilt
stronger and faster, and more well equipt
so the more damage done, is more to repair
but who is at loss, when i still stand there

stronger than most, i shouldn't have to be
without pain and some loss, there is no victory
the fighting won't stop, it cannot win
for this is my life, not thiers to begin
with choice's i make and things that i do
will i ever be right, or is that up to you
with every failure, is a life leason learnt
for i do not quiver nor shake, no matter how burnt

so when i'm standing strong, and your still alone
who has then failed, for i am my own
i do not need to change, to better myself
i am not near perfect, but a good man at heart
so as i say again, do as you like
cause every strand more, is a tougher alike

Her!

Her!

Every day I see much more, than the day before
Her fraguint smile, her soft felt skin
Who could ask for more?
...Her eyes light up like the sun itself, to show the light within
To have her held in my arms is this wish such a sin
For one to come to reality, to see the hurt begin
Or forever more of the touch, with this love we shall win
A gamble is a lover’s risk, in which I shall pursue
For greater loss, is one not found?
This beauty in my view
Written by: Ashley Smith 1/10/2010

Our True Form

Breathing out the darkness and fear of insanity
For all whom shall speak, will be screams falling on deaf ears
Fire fills the lungs of the weak, as only the strong shall be bound worthy
As the souls of the hungry ruinite with their inner being... of death
Destruction shall fall to all of which oppose the new law
Dark shall prevail in the minds of all, as the ruler shows his true form
With doubt and fear they all shall fall
As the new world emerges from its light being, into the depths of hell itself
Desire and passion, greed and thirst of power will control
As everything around seems lost and failed they come to realise
Its true form is the very essence of what we began!
Human nature at its final point of recognition, so it shall be the darkness within us!
Our true form!
By: Ashley C Smith 20-09-2010

A HELPLESS MAN AND THE MISTRESS OF THE NIGHT!

Illusions of a once thought lost, clarity as dark as the fearce and raging thunderstorms that posses one’s mind
For once one has seen the ever so changing ways of a grace with a blackened rose, they cannot return
The dark place that consume’......s the mind of the weak and strong alike, such eligance and might, such passion and love, all a simple trick of the eye

Smoke and mirrors elude the mightiest of men, but shall not pass him twice
For once seen the illusion for what it truly is, one can never return
Heartbrocken and weak, barely able to stand the daily tourments of life as it isYet still standing alike, strong and proud
For this simple trick has a twin, an eye for an eye, a wimb for a wimb
With the possesion of such wisdom come’s to pass, the dark poisin has touched his lips, there is no turning backWithin hollow grounds and empty promise he rise’s from the depths
Only to find exactly for what he was looking for, with no surprise he falls once more

With nothing left but pride and shame, he allows nothing more than a small tear to leave his eye
For all that is lost, there is much more to give
So there he sit’s, hand in hand with the blackened rose that once caught his grasp
He ponders, wondering of such a day where the sun will rise more bright than ever before and the grass and flowers sway in the wind, whispering hope to all
Yet there is sin.A young mistress passes his way, only to stopAs any of the life and cruetly of the world of a brocken soul will count, this is not blessing but pity she must take
Yet non she give’s

This mistress of the night, see’s, herself through the trick
As another tear gracefully and unexpectidly leave’s his eye, she see’s
She see’s him not as the fool that has sercum to his own demise and misery
Yet as man brocken down by the ways of a fancy pearl that was never his to begin with

For in that moment, there was such a light
As the tear leaves his chin, and lightly corrsess against the soft edges of the rose
It shows it’s true formFor all he did in his past way, he was not of the race of the blackened soul
As the drop make’s it’s way down the rose, it take’s with it the baring of pain and suffering
For a once tortured soul to find light and buety in his bearing
As the blackened shadow withere’s away to never more, it show’s
With petals so bright it warms the heart and speaks to the sou
lFor once it came, to be, once again

A helpless soul and the kind warm hearted love of the mistress of the night!

by Ashley Charles Smith 6/09/2010 2:16AM

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

BABY

He watched and he laughed, and felt more alive
As a young un-born baby was growing inside
His eyes lit up, with constant joy
With each morning after filled with, daddy is here
When the words left her mouth, his smile appeared
With all so much hope, father of the year
But sadly this was not to be, his baby was gone
No father of the year
The loss made him weak, too much to bear
He could hardly breathe there was no longer air
As his heart split in two, and shattered around
He lost the one thing that was never around
The wrong time, the wrong place
Not ready to start
No money, all fear this was not in his heart
He come to his head, and thought out aloud
This child was mine, and know it is gone!
So with every tear-drop, that falls down his face
He thinks of the good times, the glory and grace
For when it is time, he shall be whole once again
Father and child, together once more
But not till he’s ready, to do it again further-more
By: Ashley Smith 13-09-2010

THE GAME

to stay alive, we all play the game
with all to risk, but nothing to gain
with matters of the deepest heart
jump off a cliff, get a running head start
for this is no game, no fun to be had
and others misfortune’s of blood and of death
for the creature within, is no foul beast
but a caring old soul, who is out just to rest
Written by: Ashley Charles Smith 13/09/2010

CROWN OF THORNS

Another pain, anothers great loss
for this is not mine, but a fools silly cost
she is no more, my heart is blind
for where she stands, leave’s a mark of desire
she flirts and move’s, around the crowd
till her next victom is here, to wear the crown
till death do us part, isn’t close enough
for whatever you are, you are not in my heart
a fools game of wisdom, isn’t wise at all
when both partie’s loose, there is no fair call
Written by: Ashley Charles Smith 13/09/2010

MY DAY

My heart, my soul, my muse is back
With all her grace, behind my back
Pushing forward, so one can see
The future laying so deep within me
So for what’s it’s worth i hope you burn
My love is gone, and shall not return
The hate is gone and nothing to fear
But fear itself, this is all my dear
The burning hate, that fueled my fire
Is no more but anothers desire
So off you go and burn you shall
For this is my day, my day for cheer
Written by: Ashley Charles Smith 13/09/2010